My Amazing Little Journey since the Last Quarter of 2013

3+ years ago, I worked like mad all day bcos of my first ever event which I was so stressed about. It was like a perfect time for me to be such a workaholic, to keep myself so so busy, so that my emotions and feelings were kept at bay, to the point that I am so so exhausted, and that I do not have time to feel any feelings, to feel numb with all the issues.

About 2.5 years ago, someone I met reminded me that the things done to me was unacceptable actually, but they were not the worst situation yet. I was reminded constantly, to take care of myself and to eat. At that point in time, all I want was solitude, to be all alone with no one, to just keep walking, aimlessly, till I felt so so numb and tired. It was like a perfect time for me to slim down quite abit without doing much.

About 2 years ago, I was mad over the way the issues were treated all of a sudden, and over the way I was treated with no respect at all. It was hell, with months of battle, till I am so so disappointed, sick and tired of all the issues, and that I have lost faith with everything in life. It was like a perfect time for me to see the personality really clearly.

About 1.5 years ago, someone I met influenced me positively. Happiness was what I felt at that point in time. It was so so amazing that I am able to feel so so happy when I am totally lost, numb, with everything in life. It was like a perfect time for me to know what happiness is, to help pull my life up. It was such an amazing journey, although short.

About 1 year ago, I was so so angry with all the things that had happened to me. It was a year of crisis, issues, and a year of meeting lots of different people, and in the process, some of them really make me question myself, questioning if it was something wrong with me, thinking about who I really am, what I really want. It was like a perfect time for me to find the courage and strength within me, to learn more about myself, and to be independent.

About 3 months ago, I realised that I had realised lots of things all of a sudden, like a flash of thoughts that struck my mind, just like that. Perhaps, I matured and grow wiser through all these experiences. It was like a perfect time for me to really reflect on everything that had happened to me, and come to terms with it, knowing that, peace of mind was what I really needed.

Now, I have realised alot of things, learned much about myself, found courage to be independent, and I gotta learn to fly, on my own. It is like a perfect time for me to learn not to be so workaholic, practice self love.

When things gets hard, I grow a little stronger and I grow a little braver now. When things gets dark, I grow a little brighter and I grow a little wiser now. Before I gave my heart away.

It's gonna be a Brand New Journey

2016 is coming to an end soon, and that I have came out of a tremendous storm; becoming stronger, wiser and happier. I have a better understanding of myself now and I guess I shall revive this blog, because ultimately, I still love to share and write.

I have not been documenting my journey or sharing my honest views and thoughts for a long long time, but I still love how the online medium allows me to connect and communicate with people.

Hence, my goal of reviving this space shall kick in! I shall aim to share some inspiring timeless content among lifestyle information.

Stay tune :)

A Man of Love and Commitment

With deep sense of gratitude and heartfelt thanks for all the hard work; the man, our founding father, had put into building the Country, the Nation from the Third World to the First. His hard work for building Singapore have impacted us, our future generations and generations to come.

Without him, we will not have what we have today. He is a man that we will remember in our hearts. He's also a man of love and commitment who had set good example.

I'm deeply touched by his love he had for the Nation and especially touched by his love for his late wife. He is a man who is truly commited and is able to keep his promise.

Salute.

He, our founding father, the man who is highly respected, is a man who is irreplaceable - no man could replaced him and there will not be another man like him.

We are proud to be Singaporeans and proud to call Singapore our Home.

Majulah Singapura! One People, One Nation, One Singapore!

You will always be remembered.
May you reunite with the love of your life eternally.

Farewell to a great leader, father of a great Nation. RIP.

其实

其实...
很痛, 你知道吗?
真正 内心的痛, 谁知道呢?

是真的 很痛 很痛...
这会是内心永远的一个痛吗?

我想 这痛只能放在内心深处 无人知...

笑容 • 微笑

确切的说 她只是演技好 让人看不出破绽而已
并不是为了欺骗别人 只是为了欺骗自己
她用快乐的事情去麻痹自己内心的痛
其实她很痛 痛彻心扉 心如刀割
脸上挂着微笑 心里却在流血
想哭但不懂得怎么哭
悲伤也只会写在笑容里

或许 有一些人知道她的痛
但无人知道 其实最痛的是什么
因为这是她没让任何人知道的

无人知的秘密 只有微笑和笑容知道
这只是她不让关心她的人担心的外表罢了

The Lone Ranger

Thanks to Nuffnang, I got a pair of tickets to The Lone Ranger but it can only be watched after 18 July, Monday to Thursday only. So after 18 July, I have been having a hard time to watch this movie because the timings doesn't match the timing that I am able to watch. Furthermore, the choices of location and timing for this film is really very very few, therefore, making it even harder to catch this show.

My Complimentary Pass

And finally, I get to watch The Lone Ranger at VivoCity with MM today.

Well, I find that this film is very original and the comedy-action sequences on the fast moving trains at the beginning and ending of film is great. However, the storyline is not easy to follow and the film is a bit draggy. Anyway, in my opinion, I find that Tonto (Johnny Depp) is an interesting character that will stay in your mind throughout and after the film. He is a character that is really funny.

Introduction
The Lone Ranger is a 2013 American western action film produced by Walt Disney Pictures and Jerry Bruckheimer Films and directed by Gore Verbinski. Based on the radio series of the same name, the film stars Johnny Depp as Tonto, the narrator of the events, and Armie Hammer as John Reid (The Lone Ranger). It relates Tonto's memories of the duo's earliest efforts to subdue the immoral actions of the corrupt and bring justice in the American Old West. William Fichtner, Barry Pepper, Ruth Wilson, James Badge Dale, and Helena Bonham Carter also are featured in supporting roles. The film marks the first theatrical film featuring the Lone Ranger and Tonto characters in more than 32 years.

Story
At a sideshow in a San Francisco fair in 1933, a boy, Will, who idolizes a legend known as the Lone Ranger, encounter Tonto, an elderly Comanche Native American, who proceeds to recount his experiences with that Old West adventurer.

Native American spirit warrior Tonto (Johnny Depp) recounts the untold tales that transformed John Reid (Armie Hammer), a man of the law, into a legend of justice--taking the audience on a runaway train of epic surprises and humorous friction as the two unlikely heroes must learn to work together and fight against greed and corruption.

Look at my previous post to know more about The Lone Ranger.

Despicable Me 2

Watched Despicable Me 2 with B at AMK Hub today. I must say that Despicable Me 2 is a really cute sequel film. This film is very funny especially with all the minions around. I really like the minions as they are so adorable and hilarious. They are able to make me laughed all the way till the end of the show!

Bee-Do-Bee-Do-Bee-Do~

Introduction
Despicable Me 2 is a 2013 American 3D computer-animated comedy film and the sequel to the 2010 animated film Despicable Me. It is produced by Illumination Entertainment and distributed by Universal Pictures, both films are directed by Pierre Coffin and Chris Renaud, and written by Cinco Paul and Ken Daurio. Steve Carell, Russell Brand, and Miranda Cosgrove reprise their roles. Kristen Wiig, who played Miss Hattie in the first film, voices agent Lucy Wilde. Ken Jeong, who played the Talk Show Host, voices Floyd Eagle-san. New cast members include Benjamin Bratt as Eduardo (aka El Macho) and Steve Coogan as Silas Ramsbottom, head of the Anti-Villain League (AVL).

Story
Gru is recruited by the Anti-Villain League to help deal with a powerful new super criminal.